A little bit of confusion yesterday as the Surgeon and Oncologist got on the same page… but we are a go. Surgery is scheduled for next Thursday March 26th and pre-op is scheduled for Wednesday March 25th.
Things got real very fast.
Had someone ask me yesterday if I was scared. I thought about it for a minute. I am not scared, or have not been scared yet… this is a long journey. If anything I am downright pissed off. I have not had the “why me” thoughts, but I sure have had the “how me?” thoughts. And of course anxiety is a constant friend, as is overwhelm… man oh man…. is there ever overwhelm. So much to do and so little time to do it all. BUT… that is my normal mode… 🙂
The only thing that keeps my head straight in the dark times is the total belief and understanding that for whatever reason, this is my path… my journey. I guess you could also call that faith. 🙂
8 days to surgery. 8 days until we start treatment.